A new memoir claiming to be Kim Porter's diary has just been released. And Media Take Out has learned that the book, which is not authenticated, is going viral.
Today, the Daily Mail has published excerpts from the book, telling the disturbing story of the mistreatment and abuse allegedly endured by Kim Porter.
The book's Los Angeles-based publisher, producer Chris Todd, claims that Kim shared a thumb drive of her creation with her close friends, which they received and edited as a book under the pseudonym of Jamal T. Millwood.
The 60-page book, titled Kim's Lost Words, claims to be a collection of diaries of Kim Porter, the mother of his three children who died of pneumonia in 2018. The diaries were leaked by her friends.
It's currently on sale on Amazon, and it's pretty interesting… But it is not clear whether this is a book based on facts or fiction.
IThis reads like it belongs in a Tyler Perry BET+ movie.
Here's an excerpt about Diddy and his sexual relationships with men and women:
He would throw parties that were nothing but group sex, and everybody wanted to be a part of it.
Not only did we have threesomes, but we also switched partners. Our sex life was fun, but I got to do things with Sean that I would never be able to do with a straight guy.
She said she was sleeping with a famous married woman: 'I woke up and left the bedroom I was in… and Sean was coming out of the bedroom with a chart-topping rapper – and that woman's husband.'
The memoir gets even more detailed. In one scene, Diddy allegedly beat Kim when she refused to tie him up with a strap-on:
According to the book, Diddy said, “I can't stop thinking about that night. That was amazing. Can you fuck me one more time? Please?!”
“I became angry,” the book states, adding that Porter told Diddy she had sex with a male music executive who she believed was having an affair with her.
'Then Sean hit me. It was the first time, but he slapped me hard. Before I could say anything, he started pleading, “I… I'm sorry.”
'Holding my cheek where he had hit me I turned and ran away. That was all that should have happened. But I guess I'm a glutton for punishment.'
The book also details an incident in which Diddy allegedly attacked Kim:
'He threw me hard on the ground. Then he pulled out a .22 gun. [handgun] “I put it on the end table,” he claims in the memoir.
'He got down on one knee and faced me and said, “You're mine. You have no choice now. I can't live without you.”
'He is a horrible monster.'